and hopefully the big ass too!!! well, lets keep the booty but just lose the love handles/thighs and saddle bags!

good music is distracting me and while I was in the shower, a strange sort of calm came over me. This is going to be a crazy adventure, and a huge change but I've got to just do it.
It's 10.30am so no more water for me.

No hair products so my hair is fluffy and crappy looking. i've got a big thick headband, but I'm struggling to get it to look right. PFFFT out of the all the things to worry about, my hair should be the least. But I'm vain. The journalist from the newspaper called and said they want to do a follow up article in Thursday's paper. And wanted a photo to go along with it. Originally it was going to be today, before the surgery, however now the photographer cant make it so she wanted to know if tomorrrow or wednesday morning would do...
I had to refuse tomorrow morning, HELLO i will only be getting out of surgery about 6.30pm tonight, I DONT think i'll be up for a photo the first morning after the surgery.
But I did say wednesday would be ok. Who knows how I'll feel, I'll probably still feel like mega shit and will look dreadful. I'm more worried about what I'll look like than how I'll be feeling.
dad should be here soon to pick me up. so this is probably it.... oh man *deep breath*