AHHHHHHHH I dont know why, but i just haven't been able to bring myself to blog lately. I'm only blogging now because I signed into my account to put some google adsense on my page.
I know, I'm such a sell out. but this partly what I do at work.... monetising domains, and i've put it off long enough. since I refuse to remove my website all together, if its just going to sit here and keep costing me money, the least I can do is TRY to make a little bit of cash on the side. I seriously doubt it will work, but hey, at least its cool to have a search box (see above). that could come in handy....right?

Anyway, the internet has gone to shit. A few weeks ago I was doing my irfrequent check of old-faithful blogs and i freaked the fuck out when i went to spy on Renee Stage (aka Nay) from sacred.nu.... She's gone hard-core!

She's now using a stage name Ashton Von and although she's still only doing 'nearly nude' shots and not full on nakedness yet, she's given up the regular cam girl blog altogether. *cry*

I realize I'm such a hypocrite, wanting Nay to remain forever as an innocent camgirl who blogs all the time and never leaves the internet, when I'm so over it all and can't bring myself to blog.

So what have I been up to lately? I went to sydney for a family reunion. 4 days of quality family time hehehe. 16 of us all together, staying at my aunt's newly built house. My younger cousins are all growning up so fast and are all fantastic. It's a shame we don't all see each other more, but I'm hoping that will change in the next few years.
Valentines day was good - I used it as an excuse to practice my underdeveloped cooking skills and cooked a romantic dinner for the boy. New York baked cheesecake was for dessert and was my pride and joy.
The other weekend, I got behind the wheel of a car for the first time in 7 years or so. The boy's sister is helping me re-learn to drive... I admit I was completely scared but it turned out to be not so bad. I mostly drive around quiet surburban streets but hit a few main roads and I managed to survive. I've been so anti-car for so long, but I've been starting to realize that I will want a car someday in the future, and although its not often a problem now (because I live innercity and can walk or bus it everywhere), one day I will have to move and will need a car. I liked to pretend that my reasons for not wanting a car was solely for environmental reasons, but truthfully I was just scared of Brisbane traffic. I had only ever driven in small town Bundaberg, and the thought of all these multi-lane streets and highways just confused and scared my pants off.

Although you probably can't tell from the very few photos or webcam pics I've had up lately, I'm trying to grow my hair. Its been short for years and I just feel like I'm finally ready to try having long hair again. I'm not talking butt length (nor could I have the patience to grow it that long) but I'm hoping for at least shoulder length, with lots of layers. Growing out the fringe is horribly frustrating, but its slowly getting there. I have been considering the idea of going lighter as well, but I know this red is going to be a bitch to bleach out. Still, I'm not wanting to go full on blonde, but perhaps just coppery brown, with highlights and lowlights of course. I just really need to wait for it to grow a bit more and then I can foil or streak it. Anyway its a work in progress, but damn its hard to be patient.

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