ahhh i just saw an old fling while walking back from lunch. he was looking amazingly good. i wonder if he recognised me?
.... no matter how different i feel, how much i think i've changed, how many hairstyles i've gone through, its crazy how people from your past remember you anyway. i guess you really dont change that much. only your eyes see every little difference- to anyone else, you're still just you, with a little more/less weight, different hair length or colour.
its also crazy how some people, not matter how long ago it was, or how much you've gone through since, still bring back that same feeling. i hadn't seen this guy in years, and pretty much not since our flirtations had come to a head and we had finally hooked up. i had changed jobs, no longer working with him, when we finally hooked up.... but i wasn't interested in anything at the time so i just stopped calling after that. all the excitment of the chase was gone.
but seeing him made me think maybe it was a shame i didn't pursue anything with him. mind you, he was a few years younger than me, so it probably wasn't for the best at the time. then again, he must be 21 or older now hahahah. oh god i sound like such a dirty old perv.
.... no matter how different i feel, how much i think i've changed, how many hairstyles i've gone through, its crazy how people from your past remember you anyway. i guess you really dont change that much. only your eyes see every little difference- to anyone else, you're still just you, with a little more/less weight, different hair length or colour.
its also crazy how some people, not matter how long ago it was, or how much you've gone through since, still bring back that same feeling. i hadn't seen this guy in years, and pretty much not since our flirtations had come to a head and we had finally hooked up. i had changed jobs, no longer working with him, when we finally hooked up.... but i wasn't interested in anything at the time so i just stopped calling after that. all the excitment of the chase was gone.
but seeing him made me think maybe it was a shame i didn't pursue anything with him. mind you, he was a few years younger than me, so it probably wasn't for the best at the time. then again, he must be 21 or older now hahahah. oh god i sound like such a dirty old perv.
4 Comments:
At April 15, 2005 5:26 PM, Lurker said…
The same goes with me and old flames, it is indeed a strange but beatiful feeling I think, it shows we are capable of letting others touch us inside still... ;-)) Have a nice WE aussie beauty..
At April 15, 2005 9:59 PM, Anonymous said…
Hi Rhi,
There's a special on SBS about web cam girls. It starts in like 2 minutes - Wish I had told you earlier, you might have been interested in watching it.
At April 16, 2005 11:13 AM, reanon said…
its ok, i already knew about it and watched mmost of it.
At April 16, 2005 4:02 PM, prairiedog said…
hey Rhi, when I ran into an old flame, it really made my day that she recognized me still and we did eventually get together again. And like you said, the hair, body etc. changes...but the eyes will always remain the same, at least that's how she really knew who I was...go ahead, make the guys day...you may be pleasantly surprised.
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