and i'm reminded once again how fucking glad i am to be single.
as for anyone who calls themselves a 'friend' of the ex, GET THE FUCK OFF MY SITE.

i got a hostile sms over the weekend. about me writing about him on my site. then we shared the bus today and i got that familiar 'cold shoulder' treatment that used to hurt me so much. this treatment used to be the equivalent of a punch through the ribcage... but now.... nothing.
i'm reminded of that great line in labyrinth...."you have no power over me"... sarah realizes that all jareth's games and supposed 'power'... its just childish behaviour, and she is more than that. (note to self: must re-watch labyrinth on the weekend)

anyway, i'm just finally realizing, that he can't hurt me anymore. his words or actions can't hurt me if i don't let them. it kinda blew up when we got off the bus, and he angrily, half-yelled at me about having his "friends" read my site and then hearing about it from them (i guess? so he really doesn't read my site? well good for him, i wouldn't have the will power not to read something my ex wrote).
too bad, so sad. i had this site before him and its still going on after him. is he worried they will think worse of him because of something i write? if so, then they are not people i would want as friends.
does he think i portray him in a negative light and is embarassed or offended by this? hell, its not personal. as an ex - an ex that has been the root cause of many emotional issues, an ex that i've been having great difficulty getting over - i think he's always going to come off in a slightly negative way. i dont intend for that to happen. i want to get my emotional baggage out, i like to write about it, its therapudic for me. i try not to bottle things up, which was something i did in my relationship and its definately was part of our problem.

so he stormed off... stupidly i did chase him for a few steps, but when he s